The initiation
Off for a start. A new year, a new blog. Spent the day looking for inspiration, something to look forward to, something to work towards. Wong introduced me to some heavy metal by Nightwish. really quite cool.Here's something to think about.
"I dreamt all my future. Relived my past"
19 years i have lived.But how much do i actually remember?How old are you right now?What do you remember? Those are the things that are important aren't they? Memories we hold so dearly we will bring into the future.
What will tomorrow be like?I don't know.But tomorrow is a dream for me to forge. My dream, my world, my future.
Wonder why i have been looking deep into these stuff lately. Maybe because in the past few months, i have learnt to look at things differently. Learnt to cherish the people around me in ways i never thought before. People like Wong, Ben, Shuqi. Began to cherish life, love the very fact that i am alive now, the day before and all the years that i have lived.My attitude have not been shaken, but my perspectives have evolved. Definitely.
Days seem to go by, all the same. Life in camp is stagnant, mundane, dull. Nothing new, nothing challenging, nothing to fight for. Talk about fighting spirit. tsst. Felt quite empty, as if something is missing, like there is a ditch in my heart waiting to be filled up. But i have no idea what i have been missing.Motivation?Those who know me well will remember a KTG who is objective orientated. Ever motivated, energetic, opportunistic, always waiting for a chance to pounce on and fight for a better tomorrow. Yet this is the state that i am now-low, uninspired, lethargic, Aimless.
Let me witness the beauty of the beast.
"I dreamt all my future. Relived my past"
19 years i have lived.But how much do i actually remember?How old are you right now?What do you remember? Those are the things that are important aren't they? Memories we hold so dearly we will bring into the future.
What will tomorrow be like?I don't know.But tomorrow is a dream for me to forge. My dream, my world, my future.
Wonder why i have been looking deep into these stuff lately. Maybe because in the past few months, i have learnt to look at things differently. Learnt to cherish the people around me in ways i never thought before. People like Wong, Ben, Shuqi. Began to cherish life, love the very fact that i am alive now, the day before and all the years that i have lived.My attitude have not been shaken, but my perspectives have evolved. Definitely.
Days seem to go by, all the same. Life in camp is stagnant, mundane, dull. Nothing new, nothing challenging, nothing to fight for. Talk about fighting spirit. tsst. Felt quite empty, as if something is missing, like there is a ditch in my heart waiting to be filled up. But i have no idea what i have been missing.Motivation?Those who know me well will remember a KTG who is objective orientated. Ever motivated, energetic, opportunistic, always waiting for a chance to pounce on and fight for a better tomorrow. Yet this is the state that i am now-low, uninspired, lethargic, Aimless.
Let me witness the beauty of the beast.
posted by zente @ 7:18 AM
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